Showing posts with label Civil War. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Civil War. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 16, 2022

Young Syrian + Headdress, Outside of Zahle, Lebanon


Looking back at my early years with the Syrian children living in Lebanon. Back then they lived in Lebanon in order to find work, to better support their families.

I remember her very well. While we waited for softer light, she insisted on being photographed right then and there. Her reason was that she needed to go home. All of a sudden all the girls wanted to be photographed right then. She had a great attitude and did her best with the sunlight!

Wednesday, November 2, 2022

Syrian Refugee, Bekaa Valley, Lebanon, 2010

Looking back over the past 20 years has made me even more grateful for choosing photography as a path in life. The camera has given me chances otherwise unavailable, such as meeting this Arab woman from Syria. Hers was my first camp, and she made it possible. These experiences have shaped my view of the world, and I’m thankful for that.


Saturday, December 25, 2021

Best Friends + Syrians, Near Zahle, Lebanon, 2019


Normally boys create chaos due to my photography of the girls, but these boys were my allies in keeping the peace. Even though chaos ensued to some degree, I was proud of them!

Friday, December 24, 2021

Syrian Child + School, Near Zahle, Lebanon, 2019


It’s amazing to see such expressions of love on my first visit to a place. One, this is a conservative community. Two, the pictures are being made by a stranger to her camp. Three, I am Lebanese while she is Syrian.

In the end all three points are irrelevant. More than Arabic as a common language, it’s the language without words that matters most. 

Here she is in front of the NGO school in her camp, expressing herself with that pose and smile!

Monday, December 28, 2020

Young Girl + Camp, Syrian living in Lebanon, 2019


Last summer I sat with this girl for a session of photography. In her camp my photography was born 22 years ago, but it was the first time specifically in this spot. To be able to sit down with these girls is an honor beyond my ability to describe. The trust their parents have in me is immeasurable, for in the end I am a foreigner with a different faith. Yet we are a family unlike any other. My love and respect for them is like that for my very family. While we were talking the leader of this refugee camp pulled out a picture I made of him over 17 years ago, and smiled with pride.

El verano pasado me senté con esta niña para tomar una sesión de fotografía. En este campo nació mi fotografía hace 22 años, pero fue la primera vez en este lugar específicamente. Poder sentarme con estas niñas es un honor más allá de lo que puedo describir. La confianza que sus padres tienen en mí es inconmensurable, porque al final soy un extranjero con una fe diferente. Sin embargo, somos una familia como ninguna otra. Mi amor y respeto por ellos es así para mi propia familia. Mientras hablábamos, el líder de este campamento de refugiados sacó una foto que hice de él hace más de 17 años y sonrió con orgullo.

Sit-down + Camp, Zahle, Lebanon, 2004


Their community gave birth to my work 20 years ago and continues to inspire me. Back then they were migrants working the fields and factories of Lebanon, having moved into camps for the sake of a better life. Now their homes in Syria are almost certainly destroyed and they are living as refugees in Lebanon. My hope is that the violence ends and their community can find peace as well as a life without struggle. I look forward to seeing them on Monday.

Sunday, December 20, 2020

Love and Peace, Zahle, Lebanon, 2019


At her tender age she knows more than the fools in charge of the land in which she lives. She understands what we need now and displays it with her hand and her sweater. The ruling class needs to have such wisdom.

For 23 years I have had the privilege of photographing the Syrians living within Lebanon. Her camp was a new one for me last year, yet the children were as warm as those from the familiar camps. This is the expression they shared with me, such kindness! 

They are barely surviving in these strenuous times, even worse after the explosion and the failures of the economy and the ruling class. My hope is for better, for a brighter future. 

Tuesday, December 15, 2020

Syrian Girls + Tent, Near Zahle, Lebanon, 2019


The darkroom has been the saving grace for this summer's inability to travel, especially to see my family in Lebanon... both blood and photographic. Moments like the one in this image are unforgettable, and inspire me to believe in a better future. These girls and their families were forced to leave their homeland of Syria due to the civil war, and have done their best to survive in Lebanon. We were finished with our photography for the afternoon and decided to have some fun with the digital camera. A bit of joking and they were off to the races with their laughter... missing moments like this, and will wait patiently until the next time! 

Monday, November 16, 2020

Syrian Girl, Outside of Zahle, Lebanon, 2019


This is my last week with Lebanon before printing Nicaragua next week in the darkroom. Living with these negatives over the past four weeks has been like reliving the experiences of making the images last summer. 

Every image reminds me of the room in which it was made, of the approach to that camp, of the excitement in the children and of my time with my family over a period of three months. Last year was sincerely a blessing, as is her portrait.

Thursday, November 12, 2020

Young Syrian + Loupes, Darkroom, Cleveland, 2020


Next up in the darkroom is her portrait, made last year while in Lebanon. While I was there by choice, her family was forced to live under these circumstances after fleeing the violence in Syria. Today in the darkroom is dedicated to her and her friends.


Tuesday, September 1, 2020

Grain + Syrian Refugee, Near Zahle, Lebanon, 2019



When I began using film almost 25 years ago, grain was an enemy. Now I embrace the clusters of silver particles and enlarge an image extensively to see them!

Another day in the darkroom with her negative being printed first. The actual image is a bit further from her but it felt right to amplify her features, to showcase her strength up close. She is a Syrian girl forced to live in Lebanon, with her family doing what it can to survive. It was and is a privilege to have made her portrait, and I hope that these images help carry her message further.

Sunday, July 19, 2020

Syrian Girl + Classroom, Bekaa Valley, Lebanon, 2019


Last summer was supposed to be spent in Cuba, but Customs officials seized my film and plans changed. The summer was instead spent expanding on the work begun in 1997 and going to new camps. One such place was this young girl's camp. 

Like the rest of the girls in my photography in Lebanon, she is Syrian and was forced to move from her home. The camp in which she lives is quite large, and split into three parts. Each part represents Syrians from various parts of the country. What they have in common is their heartache, and desire to see their homeland once again.

For this portrait a very nice man allowed me to enter the school that a European NGO started for their children. He had the key and we found the space to be both serene and creative. All of the girls went home to prepare, to play with their hair and to also bring some scarves for variety.

There was a meshwork in the window along with a wooden stick. This incredible man removed both so that the light can enter freely, and put that material back up once we finished. These details make these portraits, and without them the images would be impossible.

She is a remarkably strong girl, and had no problem being photographed in front of the rest of her friends. As a matter of fact I returned on two more occasions to make her portrait, in the same space and with that glorious window ready. Last summer the photography in Lebanon changed, as we entered schools and people's homes to make the best portraits possible.

The sheen of the paper has been left alone in this image, so that we get a sense of the magic of film photography, and the depth of the shadows. It's a privilege to have made her portrait, and to have this final image in my hands this evening.
 

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Monday, June 22, 2020

Young Syrian + Scarf, Bekaa Valley, Lebanon, 2019


As the series from last year in Lebanon continues, more and more familiar faces rise through the developer. This young girl lives but ten minutes away from my family's home in Zahle, and in the very first encampment which gave birth to my images in Lebanon over two decades.

Her portrait needed to be printed close up, cropped and large, embracing the grain of #kodaktrix and her incredibly strong expression!


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Saturday, June 13, 2020

Best Friends, Syrian Girls, Bekaa Valley, Lebanon, 2019


There’s something magical about the darkroom, the place where light which was faithfully transmitted to film can then be transferred to light-sensitive paper. This is what film photography means to me, from the selection of the negative, to the placement under the light source, to the focus on the easel, to the test strip, to the setting of contrast and finally to the fiber print!

This was printed today, a portrait of two best friends from my time in Lebanon last year. They are Syrians living in Lebanon during these difficult times, and are on my mind as summer approaches. My hope is that their future is as bright as the light in this enlarger, and as pure.


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Thursday, December 26, 2019

Syrian Girl + Camp, Near Zahle, Lebanon, 2019


This past summer in Lebanon was a special one for me. While my usual trip to Cuba was derailed thanks to customs officials on the island, the resulting two months in Cuba allowed me to revisit my work in my homeland. Thanks to help from various friends within the Syrian community, I was allowed to visit more than twelve camps and meet some of the most incredible children in the world. The expressions on their faces, and the faces themselves, took me by surprise. Here is one such expression, and face!

Next week the film will be finished processing, and I look forward to seeing her images and those of her friends!

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El verano pasado en el Líbano fue especial para mí. Si bien mi viaje habitual a Cuba se descarriló gracias a los oficiales de aduanas de la isla, las resultas en Cuba me permitieron volver a visitar mi trabajo en mi tierra natal. Gracias a la ayuda de varios amigos de la comunidad siria, se me permitió visitar más de doce campamentos y conocer a algunos de los niños más increíbles del mundo. Las expresiones en sus rostros, y los rostros mismos, me tomaron por sorpresa. Aquí hay una de esas expresiones, y cara!

La próxima semana el laboratorio va a terminar de procesarse los rollos, y espero ver sus imágenes y las de sus amigas.
 


Tuesday, December 24, 2019

Syrian Refugee + Window, Near Zahle, Lebanon, 2019



The processing of this summer's film is almost finished, and I cannot wait to see the negatives. Thanks to the trust of the Syrian community, my hope is that poignant portraits of their children have been made and that these can provide a greater sense of understanding between all in Lebanon.


Note: This image was made with a Fuji X-T3.

Tuesday, December 17, 2019

Syrian Refugee + School Bus, Zahle, Lebanon, 2019


A month ago this young girl was going about her day, perhaps playing with her friends. I was also going about my day, driving around with a friend planning our next session.

We made our way to her camp and got permission from the leader to speak with the families. Only a few girls were present at that time, but we went ahead and set up. After 30 minutes, it was a gang of girls, then a real crowd which now included their friends.

At the end of our session the girls get to be spontaneous, and act as they wish rather than the usual. It is a rare view into this conservative society, but perhaps shows how similar they are to girls their age all over the world.

This is the magic of photography, once strangers then friends!

Hace un mes, esta niña estaba haciendo su día, tal vez jugando con sus amigas. También iba por mi día, conduciendo con un amigo planeando nuestra próxima sesión.

Nos dirigimos a su campamento y obtuvimos permiso del líder para hablar con las familias. Solo unas pocas niñas estaban presentes en ese momento, pero seguimos adelante y nos instalamos las cámaras. Después de 30 minutos, era una pandilla de niñas, luego una verdadera multitud que ahora incluía a estas dos mejores amigas.

Al final de nuestra sesión, las niñas se vuelven espontáneas y actúan como desean en lugar de lo habitual. Es una visión rara en esta sociedad conservadora, pero tal vez muestra cuán similares son a las niñas de su edad en todo el mundo. ¡Esta es la magia de la fotografía, una vez desconocidos y luego amigos!


Wednesday, October 30, 2019

Syrian + Bus, Bekaa Valley, Lebanon, 2019


This week was spent scanning the film from India and then Lebanon. This young girl lives in a camp which has been visited by me for almost two decades. The Syrian community which lives here accepts me as family, and I do the same in return. She was sitting in the school bus which drove the children of this camp to a school in town. It is driven by an incredibly kind man, and these images were made thanks to him and his wonderful neighbor as well. Soon after we had this session, the army came into the camp and confiscated their bus. It was not only their children's transportation to school, it was also this family's only source of income. My hope is that the dire situation in Lebanon improves for them, and for all living within its borders. 


Esta semana la pasé escaneando los rollos desde India y luego Líbano. Esta joven vive en un campamento que he visitado durante casi dos décadas. La comunidad siria que vive aquí me acepta como familia, y yo hago lo mismo a cambio. Estaba sentada en el autobús escolar que llevó a los niños de este campamento a una escuela en la ciudad. Está conducido por un hombre increíblemente amable, y estas imágenes se hicieron gracias a él y a su maravilloso vecino también. Poco después de tener esta sesión, el ejército entró al campo y confiscó su autobús. No solo era el transporte de sus hijos a la escuela, sino también la única fuente de ingresos de esta familia. Espero que la grave situación en el Líbano mejore para ellos y para todos los que viven dentro de sus fronteras. 

Saturday, October 5, 2019

Syrian Girls + Camp, Zahle, Lebanon, 2019


Last month these young girls were going about their day, perhaps playing with theur friends. I was also going about my day, driving around with a friend planning our next session.

We made our way to their camp and got permission from the leader to speak with the families. Only a few girls were present at that time, but we went ahead and set up. After 30 minutes, it was a gang of girls, then a real crowd which now included these two best friends.

At the end of our session the girls get to be spontaneous, and act as they wish rather than the usual. It was at this moment when these two best friends showed their love for each other. It is a rare view into this conservative society, but perhaps shows how similar they are to girls their age all over the world.

This is the magic of photography, once strangers then friends!


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El mes pasado, estas niñas estaban haciendo su día, tal vez jugando con sus amigos. También iba por mi día, conduciendo con un amigo planeando nuestra próxima sesión.

Nos dirigimos a su campamento y obtuvimos permiso del líder para hablar con las familias. Solo unas pocas niñas estaban presentes en ese momento, pero seguimos adelante y nos instalamos las cámaras. Después de 30 minutos, era una pandilla de niñas, luego una verdadera multitud que ahora incluía a estas dos mejores amigas.

Al final de nuestra sesión, las niñas se vuelven espontáneas y actúan como desean en lugar de lo habitual. Fue en este momento cuando estas dos mejores amigas mostraron su amor mutuo. Es una visión rara en esta sociedad conservadora, pero tal vez muestra cuán similares son a las niñas de su edad en todo el mundo. ¡Esta es la magia de la fotografía, una vez desconocidos y luego amigos!


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